Hitting the one year mark…..
So, it has been an embarrassingly long time since we last posted an update. So….here we go…..
In all honesty, our lives have been very routine (but certainly not boring) since Colin’s visit. We have spent most of our time in our community, continuing the fabulous activities that we have going in our community. We finished our third round of English classes. Attendance has dropped significantly, but those that still attend are really excited about starting again. We are planning a new course based entirely on songs. An English teacher in Japan created some fabulous CDs with songs for teaching English. We have been continuing with the Story hour in the library of the youth group we work with. Kids LOVE this!! We alternate playing games in the park and doing arts and craft activities. And finally, we have been doing a lot of computer and internet work having to do with a Leadership camp that we are going to do later in August and an application to solicit money to build a teaching kitchen in the school. All of these projects have been EXTREMELY fulfilling….especially as we are putting the finishing touches on many of them!
In addition to working on these very concrete projects, we have been doing more house visits that ever before…….which feels great. We are really beginning to love going and sitting with people, chatting mostly about the weather (how hot is has been….how much it rained….and how it needs to rain more), how long we have been in El Salvador, how much longer we will be here, and the projects that we are working on. These visits often last 2 or 3 hours.
And finally, as we are approaching the 1 year anniversary of our Swearing-In (the day we officially became volunteers) we have been doing a lot of reflecting on how far we have come in one year and a lot of thinking about the coming year and all that it will hold (finishing up Peace Corps in style, returning to the States, grad school, etc). We’ve actually been putting off writing this blog because we can’t really find the structure or words to really explain everything that is going on in our heads. I’m pretty sure we won’t get it all out today in this blog, but we will keep trying.
Let’s start with today (that would be Aug 9). Today we received two very important phone calls. This morning around 11, Joe (Anna’s brother) called to let us know that Rachel (his wife, our sister-in-law) was in the hospital, and that our niece would probably be born shortly. WOW. Amid the obvious joy (and wishing that we could be there with them), we couldn’t help but step back and think of ALL that has happened in the past year. Not only did Joe and Rachel get married…but they have a little girl!
The second phone call was from our friend William. We got to know William in January, when he approached us about helping him with his English. Since then, we have gotten together at least twice a month to practice English and visit. We have gotten to know his extended family, and consider him one of our closest friends here in El Salvador. A few months ago, he asked us to be the godparents of the child that his wife was pregnant with. After much consideration and clarification with him, we joyfully agreed. (Clarification meaning that we wanted to know what was expected of us, and if we could meet those expectations.) William called early this afternoon, to tell us that our god daughter was the previous day. Which allows us the mythical titles of godmother and godfather. (Matt is already referred to among the old ladies in our community as Don Mateo, and that’s already gone to his head. Being an actual Godfather will be interesting.)
So, we continue to struggle with the questions that have been churning in our heads for the past month……..
Have we made any difference this year? Have we really impacted people in our community?
Is it really worth being so far from friends and family in the states for such a long time?
How are we going to make it through another year?
How are we going to be ready to return to the States in just a year?
How have we really changed during this past year? How?
How hard will it be to say goodbye to all of our friends here? How hard will the transition back to the States be?
Where is “home”? Will we want to (or be able to) live abroad in the future?
What are the most important values we are learning here, and how can we be sure to take them back to the States with us?
When we will come back to visit?
We don’t have good answers to all of these questions yet. And we probably won’t answer them in the near future….but as our time in El Salvador continues, we do get more and more comfortable with who we are, uniting the many fragments of our identities….as volunteers, people, citizens of the world, and now aunt/uncle and god parents. We do love our work. And we do love our community. We also miss our friends and family. We are extremely happy with the work we are doing and the ways in which we are growing, but we are also looking forward returning to the states next July/August. As Matt would say, our problems are “happy problems to have.” We love so many people around the world, that we will forever be missing someone……………
To avoid ending on such a sappy note…….here are some Blog Attractions…….
* “Liderazgo en Accion” - our leadership camp in El Tamarindo
* Photos of our new god daughter (Sandra)
And here are some pictures of what we’ve been up to.